well long long time no see..... any way this year i am very de bored...yeah...my life is so far very happy and fine...but evvery night i have study until 12 am then sleep...its very very very de tiring...so what should i do to make myself very very de happy ?????hahahahahahah i also don't know.... This few days i start to thought about my past ...well.. can i go back to my old life again???I hate now... I hate this crazy environment and alll.... hehehe...well my dear cousin thought i fall in love.. i wish i can..but i cannot... don't know why...maybe bacause there are no good people around me..well so how can i fall in love...... my life is very very de buzy and boring...that is the truth...

 

Well this few days i have phoned my aunt and she tell me a lots of things about my classmates last time... some of them have already drop studying.. and some of them are already start to work and even earn about 3000 a month... well that is really fasinating...i have not change at alll.. then there are a lot of people getting married and even have their child born... but i know nothing about that at all... i don't even know what my sister's baby's name... the time is really passing like a shooting star,... how i wish the time would just stop and so that i can enjoy a moment of freedom... the holidays have just pass but i don't have enough rest at all... now i am a little bit hate the studying,... well...

 

One of my friend is troubled with her love affair.. well... i also don't know how to help her... i just feel that i am lucky enough to forget all the love love things and live as freely as a kite... without this crazy love... I am very very de happy and boring... hahahahaha..but still i have my family and friends around me.... all those suffering years and days have pass now... now i have to face with new challenges in my life and be a good and perect girl....

 

I have thought of my ambitions at last... for the pass few years i have no idea at all... maybe because i am inspired by the tv ba.. I want to be a doctor... do you think it is a good choice...???? well I am not sure about that... But I think being a doctor is very very de cool... hahahahahaaa.. but i am very de unstable.. some time i want to be a composer.. to compse the songs... some time i want to be a photographer... to take beautiful pictures... sometime i want to be a naturist... some one to save our planet earth... beacuase i love natural... yeh.. I am a natural lover... hahahahahaha

 

fine.. bye..///